sanitybendingturtle

I honestly can't believe it's taken me this long to come to this decision, but I'm done. I'm done trying to convince myself that I still belong somewhere I probably never did in the first place. Does anyone even READ these anymore? Does anyone comment on my page like they used to with "I MISS YOU COME BACK!" Um, no. They don't. Because everyone seems to have a leg up on me. Everyone else is more worth spending time with, kissing up to. Everyone is more talented, smarter, funnier, more enjoyable to be around. And me? I'm just sitting here rotting as EVERYTHING piles on more and more and more each and every day. No matter how hard I try, it's

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. So much so that I'm typing this on my phone at work. 30 minutes til I go in, not like I'll get in trouble so don't worry. More the point... Despite the parts of this site I don't like at all, I've still been wanting to come back. God knows, almost everyday I want to charge onto so many pages and say "HEY!! I MISSED YOU SO MUCH PLEASE FORGIVE ME! How've you been? Is your dog okay now? Did you get any commissions? How's that fanfic going? Your art has improved so much, you're phenomenal...I am so proud of you." But, for one reason or another, I just...don't. For one thing, I just haven't had the energ

From now on, this is probably all you'll see from me, nothing art related. I've pretty much given up. Tired of trying hard and failing even harder. Tired of being nobody. Taken from Tocsin-Vesper -> For each of the first 20 people to comment "I  U!" to this journal, I will feature one of their characters. I'll also tell you what I like about them. -> If you comment, please do the same in your journal, putting the tagger on in the first slot. The idea of this is not to get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone!